I added a poll to The Right

It is about how long you have been off meds either on purpose or by other problems, Lack of insurance, away from home and forgot, etc. Please post your answers so we can discuss the effects of quitting abruptly and the effects it has.

Right after I dropped Jimmy off

This really is hard. I never want to give him back.

Sensless Sensibility

Well today My X decided instead of being able to pick up my 4 year old for Easter on Tuesday, now she moved it to Thursday, nothing I can do because it is the end of the school term, even though he is in preschool. He has been talking about death a lot,and about his bad grandma, I'll have him for 4 days, I'm trying to get him into a child Psychologist so when he comes back in the summer they can continue and figure out what I can do to help him out. I bought him a ton today (very manic) so he is stocked on toys, furniture, a computer, etc. everything he will need. Sorry I haven't really started writing yet, its been busy, and I've been preparing for him to get here. I will transcribe all the lyrics from the last guitar freestyle and then break it all down so that everyone can feel me on that freestyle, I was very down, and out of body. I'll try to get to that tomorrow I hope it will all work out. My GF and I had the whole day but it seemed as like we didn't even see eaach other, then she went to bed. She leaqves tomorrow for training.

My state is: Klonopin, Xanax, lamatrogine Lunesta, 1/2 bottle Chantai wine, Lexapro, Oxycodon, and tramadol.