Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Eminem Space Bound, My Theme song right now in life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFbdvUCCcwE

[Verse 1]
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isnt much
But its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
It's lust its torcherous
You must be a socerous cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust dont play games itll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt
Cause I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evil
Spell it backwards ill show ya
Nobody knows me im cold
Walk down this road all alone
Its noones fault but my own
Its the path ive chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mufuckin hos
Bloodsuckin' suckubusses what the fuck is up with this
Ive tried in this department but I aint had no luck with this
Its sucks but its exactly what I thought it would be
Like tryin to start over
I gotta hole in my heart im some kind of emotional roller-coaster
Somethin I wont go on til you toy with my emotion so its over
Its like an explosion everytime I hold ya wasnt jokin when I told ya
Ya take my breathe away
Your a supernova.. and im a

[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you

[Verse 2]
I do whatever it takes
When im with you I get the shakes
My body aikes when I aint
With you I have zero strength
Theres no limit on how far I would go
No boundries no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get em its never the same
You want them when they dont want you
Soon as they do feelings change
Its not a contest and I aint on no conquest for no mate
I wasnt lookin but I stumbled onto you mustve been fate

But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Lets cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I wont be makin a mistake

[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you

[Verse 3]
So after a year and 6 months its no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and im bleedin
I'm tryin to stop you from leavin
You wont even listen so fuck it
I'm tryin to stop you from breathin
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezin
Till I snap ya neck like a popsicle stick
Aint no possible reason I could think of
To let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this:
And I would do anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But its over now
Its too late to save our love
Just promise me youll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cause imma

[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And im so lost without you
So lost without you
Without you
Without you


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Link to all my published poetry

http://www.poetry.com/user/james-a-sutton/13997602/


Friday, June 18, 2010

Things have never been so swell, I have never failed to fail.


Hate

I hate what you did to me
I hate how It feels
I hate that I can't get over you
I hate my heart never heals
I hate the way I treated you
I hate the things I did
I hate that I didn't cuddle more
And sleep with you in bed
I hate how I miss you
Each and every day
And how I can't quit thinking about you
After over a year apart
I hate the way My mind works
It always fucks things up
I hate the way my mind thinks
Never wanting to give up
I wish I could just tell you
Everything you meant to me
But you disregard every attempt
Like I do, you must hate me.

My Gift to you.

There you were, my precious, not long ago.
Hidin' behind the shadows of your broken soul.

Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be this way?

Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.

There you were, my precious, with your broken soul.
Rubbing my crotch elated, taking control.

Why is it always you fuck up something you've always had?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be so cold?

Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.

Here I am, just a man.
Feeling pain, gives me life.
Relieving yours is my plan.
I'd do anything, just to see through your eyes.

Just to see through your eyes. (x8)
Just to see through your...

I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? (x7)
I HATE YOU!

Your throat I take grasp. Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. Can't you feel the pain?
Yes, you feel the pain.
Your heart stops beating. Can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasm. Can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?

Lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain? (x4)

OXY

Cut the lines, the powder fills the rows
Cut the ties , the fire of life grows cold
Take another smell, its all the same to me
Rest in pieces knowing it was me
Burning cold inside, taste me till you die
The love you have for me, will break you till you cry
Twitching legs, cold sweats, mentally fucked
One more smell it all passes, one more taste it all smashes
Life as you know it, never to be the same
Let me introduce myself Oxy is the name.
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