Monday, December 14, 2009


You dont have to hold me close
And whisper in my ear
How you love how I do certain things to you.
You don't have to speak
When I ask you a question
Dodge the bullet
Divert to something else.
You don't have to look at me
And listen to my ramblings
Or acknowledge that I am here
Except to pass the blunt and Absolut.
I asked if you love me, you said yes
Now it is me that has to show it.
The spoils of war are seldom great
A Life passes that needs forgotten.
Deep in the selfish hands of reality
Lies truth and understanding
A thought that flashes in a single moment.
Please don't, It is more then can be handled.

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Me according to my doctors.

I am, Bipolar Type II with Psychotic tendencies, massive depression disorder, agoraphobic, paranoia disorder, anxiety disorder with extreme panic.

My Meds now are Xanax, Klonopin, Lamictal, Lexapro, Lithium, Seroquel. Oxycontin and oxycodone.

This is according to my doctors.


Fuck the Phony
Ride the pony
The dog is in the house.
Bitches Fuckin blow me.
Don't hate me while I stay behind and cry.