I tried to get high until the pains over, yet the real pain gained as I got close to sober. Shoulder holster wrapped tight upon my right shoulder, protecting my ground from surrounding vultures. I notice lately my reflection looks a lot meaner, is that myself... or just my demeanor?

Little Drunk Tonight,.

March 30

Tomorrow, I will start the cronicalling of my bi-polard andd other diseases like panic and agraphobia. I am alone now. Lisitienin gto raido... I miss Jimmy... Need to figure out the future, Get hie hr=ere, 4 tucked 4 life, fuck all you ho's