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Thursday, February 6, 2020
All I ever needed was for you to love me.
All I ever needed was for you to hold me,
All i ever wanted was for you to hug me.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
I sit in the 4 walls, blood runs down as I slit my wrists, pain, a sense I feel no more.
I see the otherside, still watching the ground fill with blood.
All I needed was you.
All I ever needed was for you to hold me,
All i ever wanted was for you to hug me.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
I sit in the 4 walls, blood runs down as I slit my wrists, pain, a sense I feel no more.
I see the otherside, still watching the ground fill with blood.
All I needed was you.
Horrified as I walked through the corridor, once I saw his face I felt horror more. I was there on a scam looking at the man that gave me my last name, ____. Damn.... See... I was not allowed in the hospital, nor the prison... but I'll find my family... son's intuition. So I saw my idol in a bad way yet so strong. Who knew the next time we spoke he'd be gone. A cold hand, a hard face, do people only write when your erased? He maintained a respect for my mother, never did he degrade in front of me or my brother.
Poetry #2
Ecstasy
The Feel of your skin against my hands
Makes me quiver with anticipation
I need to have all of you
Bring you to the edge
That spiritual union of two souls lost in each others body
The things I would do to you can't be explained
You'll have to wait and see, and trust It is all about you
My greatest joy would be taking you there
To that point, no thoughts in our heads but the simple bliss
Chills running down our backs as the moment nears
An eruption of emotions and feelings both physical and mental.
As we lay there starting to come down,
I hold you so close, and gently tickle your body with my fingertips
Making those chills run all over your body
I'm lost in your eyes, and the feelings are so strong.
I now start over and gently tease to the point again
Another release that brings us closer
The ecstasy I feel is you.
My One
Laughter and happiness
Sadness and hard times
I can feel your emotions,
Its like I can tell what you’re feeling
We complete each other’s sentence
and I cry when your upset
I hurt inside when I know you are hurting
because it pains me to not be there to hold you
You are my one
The one who completes me
A connection on a so much deeper level
Making love I touch your soul
gazing into your eyes I am lost
I become one with you
and I feel your innermost desires
You are My one, The only one for me
I want to give you all you deserve
and show you everyday what you mean to me
and how much you have affected me.
My One.
The Storm
The Rain Drips from the overflowing Gutters
Landing atop My head soaking to the bone
The peace I once had, Knowing I was
protected from the rain, Is now a fading
memory. If only I could go back in time to
when the gutters were not filled with anger
and resentment toward one another. Another
time, where they worked to protect me. It
seems the storm is just too strong. I am no
longer shielded from its wrath. At least
the rain will hide the tears, as I watch My
parents say goodbye, Leaving me alone to
drown in the sorrow of the storm.
Desperate Times
The time of death grows close by
Although I’m scared my eyes don’t cry
For if I leave I leave Behind
A Shattered World of Desperate Times.
No Title
How will I know if this is true
The love I feel so fresh and new
Our time we share as only friends
Your time consumed by other men
I cannot read the signs you show
No Title
I’m Going Crazy
Out of my Head
I’m feeling Crazy
No one can help me
I’ve slipped into sorrow
Don’t care about tomorrow
Take a step back from your Life
And find your feelings deep inside
Tell me what does it mean
In a life with no meaning
Away from all the troubles in the world
What I’ve Become
I gave you my heart and gave you my soul
But you turned your back on me
I wanted to make you lose control
But you wouldn’t let me
Now that you’re gone I’m Feelin alone
My Heart is black now
Can anyone help me fill this hole
Before I’m swallowed up inside
I feel Like I’m Drowning
Losing control
Thoughts are all twisted
Skin growing cold
It’s Taken Away my life
Can ya help me ease the pain
The pain I am Feeling
Someone stop the pain
Can you help me
My Minds insane
My Body’s numb
I Can’t Escape
What I’ve Become.
Daddies Boy
I have left you behind, behind in life’s game
All to move forward with nothing to gain
If I only knew then how much it would hurt
I may have changed it all, thrown dreams to the dirt
For all I have now, all around me is grand
My Life and my things all surround me in hand
The one thing I want for is something I can’t have
But for court ordered visits, alone with your dad.
I love you my Son, lest you ever forget,
I did this all for you, I can’t live with regret
One day I will have you, together always,
And I will never leave you the rest of our days.
I didn’t abandon, or leave cause of you,
There was lots going on, I hate putting you through
I want you to know not a moment goes by,
I don’t think about you, waiting to break down and cry
For you are my world, Daddies Big Boy,
Your love isn’t bought with houses and toys.
For you I will sacrifice, myself if I must
So that you can have everything especially my trust
Know That I love you and know that I’m here
Tell mommy to call me if only to hear
My voice on the phone, as I love to hear you
You’re growing so quickly, My Little man, its true
And I’ll love you forever, but it makes me so blue.
When you lay your head down at night remember in your heart
The stars you see up in the sky are so much further than we’re apart
So as you see them, I do too remember forever I’m here for you
You give me the call I’ll be there in a flash, I fight of you nightmares
Or things that go crash.
There’s nothing you can’t tell me, not one word that can’t be said.
I Love you Jimmy, Sweet dreams from your dad.
The Feel of your skin against my hands
Makes me quiver with anticipation
I need to have all of you
Bring you to the edge
That spiritual union of two souls lost in each others body
The things I would do to you can't be explained
You'll have to wait and see, and trust It is all about you
My greatest joy would be taking you there
To that point, no thoughts in our heads but the simple bliss
Chills running down our backs as the moment nears
An eruption of emotions and feelings both physical and mental.
As we lay there starting to come down,
I hold you so close, and gently tickle your body with my fingertips
Making those chills run all over your body
I'm lost in your eyes, and the feelings are so strong.
I now start over and gently tease to the point again
Another release that brings us closer
The ecstasy I feel is you.
My One
Laughter and happiness
Sadness and hard times
I can feel your emotions,
Its like I can tell what you’re feeling
We complete each other’s sentence
and I cry when your upset
I hurt inside when I know you are hurting
because it pains me to not be there to hold you
You are my one
The one who completes me
A connection on a so much deeper level
Making love I touch your soul
gazing into your eyes I am lost
I become one with you
and I feel your innermost desires
You are My one, The only one for me
I want to give you all you deserve
and show you everyday what you mean to me
and how much you have affected me.
My One.
The Storm
The Rain Drips from the overflowing Gutters
Landing atop My head soaking to the bone
The peace I once had, Knowing I was
protected from the rain, Is now a fading
memory. If only I could go back in time to
when the gutters were not filled with anger
and resentment toward one another. Another
time, where they worked to protect me. It
seems the storm is just too strong. I am no
longer shielded from its wrath. At least
the rain will hide the tears, as I watch My
parents say goodbye, Leaving me alone to
drown in the sorrow of the storm.
Desperate Times
The time of death grows close by
Although I’m scared my eyes don’t cry
For if I leave I leave Behind
A Shattered World of Desperate Times.
No Title
How will I know if this is true
The love I feel so fresh and new
Our time we share as only friends
Your time consumed by other men
I cannot read the signs you show
No Title
I’m Going Crazy
Out of my Head
I’m feeling Crazy
No one can help me
I’ve slipped into sorrow
Don’t care about tomorrow
Take a step back from your Life
And find your feelings deep inside
Tell me what does it mean
In a life with no meaning
Away from all the troubles in the world
What I’ve Become
I gave you my heart and gave you my soul
But you turned your back on me
I wanted to make you lose control
But you wouldn’t let me
Now that you’re gone I’m Feelin alone
My Heart is black now
Can anyone help me fill this hole
Before I’m swallowed up inside
I feel Like I’m Drowning
Losing control
Thoughts are all twisted
Skin growing cold
It’s Taken Away my life
Can ya help me ease the pain
The pain I am Feeling
Someone stop the pain
Can you help me
My Minds insane
My Body’s numb
I Can’t Escape
What I’ve Become.
Daddies Boy
I have left you behind, behind in life’s game
All to move forward with nothing to gain
If I only knew then how much it would hurt
I may have changed it all, thrown dreams to the dirt
For all I have now, all around me is grand
My Life and my things all surround me in hand
The one thing I want for is something I can’t have
But for court ordered visits, alone with your dad.
I love you my Son, lest you ever forget,
I did this all for you, I can’t live with regret
One day I will have you, together always,
And I will never leave you the rest of our days.
I didn’t abandon, or leave cause of you,
There was lots going on, I hate putting you through
I want you to know not a moment goes by,
I don’t think about you, waiting to break down and cry
For you are my world, Daddies Big Boy,
Your love isn’t bought with houses and toys.
For you I will sacrifice, myself if I must
So that you can have everything especially my trust
Know That I love you and know that I’m here
Tell mommy to call me if only to hear
My voice on the phone, as I love to hear you
You’re growing so quickly, My Little man, its true
And I’ll love you forever, but it makes me so blue.
When you lay your head down at night remember in your heart
The stars you see up in the sky are so much further than we’re apart
So as you see them, I do too remember forever I’m here for you
You give me the call I’ll be there in a flash, I fight of you nightmares
Or things that go crash.
There’s nothing you can’t tell me, not one word that can’t be said.
I Love you Jimmy, Sweet dreams from your dad.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Take Me in Your Arms
(Miss Heroine)
So now, little man, you've grown tired of grass
LSD, goofballs, cocaine and hash,
and someone, pretending to be a true friend,
said, "I'll introduce you to Miss Heroin."
Well honey, before you start fooling with me,
just let me inform you of how it will be.
For I will seduce you and make you my slave,
I've sent men much stronger than you to their graves.
You think you could never become a disgrace,
and end up addicted to Poppy seed waste.
So you'll start inhaling me one afternoon,
you'll take me into your arms very soon.
And once I've entered deep down in your veins,
The craving will nearly drive you insane.
You'll swindle your mother and just for a buck.
You'll turn into something vile and corrupt.
You'll mug and you'll steal for my narcotic charm,
and feel contentment when I'm in your arms.
The day, when you realize the monster you've grown,
you'll solemnly swear to leave me alone.
If you think you've got that mystical knack,
then sweetie, just try getting me off your back.
The vomit, the cramps, your gut tied in knots.
The jangling nerves screaming for one more shot.
The hot chills and cold sweats, withdrawal pains,
can only be saved by my little white grains.
There's no other way, and there's no need to look,
for deep down inside you know you are hooked.
You'll desperately run to the pushers and then,
you'll welcome me back to your arms once again.
And you will return just as I foretold!
I know that you'll give me your body and soul.
You'll give up your morals, your conscience, your heart.
And you will be mine until, "Death Do Us Part"
Thursday, March 17, 2011
For You
The touch of your hands,
things that I miss
Holding you close, on your forehead a kiss
for the one I love.
My special one, never outdone
I give me to you,
this battered ball of fears
if I could Break away, Id wipe the tears
Take the time that you needed and give it in years
for all I want is you, all I dream about, is you
things that I miss
Holding you close, on your forehead a kiss
for the one I love.
My special one, never outdone
I give me to you,
this battered ball of fears
if I could Break away, Id wipe the tears
Take the time that you needed and give it in years
for all I want is you, all I dream about, is you
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Selfish
Sitting in Sadness and I'm looking down the road
Looking for everyone and everything there is to know
Listen for the Freight train coming down, yeah
Take a little ride around inside my head
ohhhhh ooohhhh
You see me crying but you don't seem to care
The sun keeps shining down on you through your pretty hair
When you gonna open up and let me back inside
Lock up emotions that I just want to hide
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Running away from me it seems how its got to be
never even took the time to care when you checked on me
so I lay here in my utter despair
Now you laugh about it, how is that fair
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies the only things that come out your mouth
You don't even care about those things in life
Sit there standing on the side as I take my life
Go along now and I'll see you on the other side
crushing soul and twisting fears all come inside
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Looking for everyone and everything there is to know
Listen for the Freight train coming down, yeah
Take a little ride around inside my head
ohhhhh ooohhhh
You see me crying but you don't seem to care
The sun keeps shining down on you through your pretty hair
When you gonna open up and let me back inside
Lock up emotions that I just want to hide
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Running away from me it seems how its got to be
never even took the time to care when you checked on me
so I lay here in my utter despair
Now you laugh about it, how is that fair
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies your telling me oh, you tell yourself
Lies the only things that come out your mouth
You don't even care about those things in life
Sit there standing on the side as I take my life
Go along now and I'll see you on the other side
crushing soul and twisting fears all come inside
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
ohhhhh ooohhhh
Friday, February 11, 2011
The Insider
Dressed in this sadness dress
sculpted from clay
with utter despair
rests the insider
always emotions, never one good
locked in tranquility
forever, for good.
sculpted from clay
with utter despair
rests the insider
always emotions, never one good
locked in tranquility
forever, for good.
Time
Time taken away, should have stayed
can't go on living this way
Left for places far away to buy the time to spend with you for days
the harder I worked the quicker I could be there for you
But time, passes, and slowly it seems,
time is catching up on me
moved back home to see you every weekend
still no time, always a rush
Daddy come play with me,
Its time for bed son maybe in the morning before your gone,
again out of my life,
your voice twinkles when I hear you through the phone
The time that I Had now has gone
washed away with my tears
and all these years stuck in the Vally
But Daddy Didn't see you enough when he lived in Iowa
so even though there were no jobs here
I came back to have Time with you.
The days now go on forever and the nights seem perpetually dark
to much time, to much alone since you've been gone.
eight hours away, my baby boy, I'll be with you soon
please understand it may be months, maybe a few
Saint Louis is the start point to get me back to you.
I love you with all my heart.
MY BABY BOY
can't go on living this way
Left for places far away to buy the time to spend with you for days
the harder I worked the quicker I could be there for you
But time, passes, and slowly it seems,
time is catching up on me
moved back home to see you every weekend
still no time, always a rush
Daddy come play with me,
Its time for bed son maybe in the morning before your gone,
again out of my life,
your voice twinkles when I hear you through the phone
The time that I Had now has gone
washed away with my tears
and all these years stuck in the Vally
But Daddy Didn't see you enough when he lived in Iowa
so even though there were no jobs here
I came back to have Time with you.
The days now go on forever and the nights seem perpetually dark
to much time, to much alone since you've been gone.
eight hours away, my baby boy, I'll be with you soon
please understand it may be months, maybe a few
Saint Louis is the start point to get me back to you.
I love you with all my heart.
MY BABY BOY
Monday, December 27, 2010
Occupied Time
Time passes by further away from you
This one part desire drives me to terror
This one goes out to you
The one I can never have.
To know me is to love me
but something else has occupied my time
so in darkness you sit, with a knife on your wrist
yearning for affection
receiving aflection
hoping for the best but something else has occupied my time
again in shame, I'm laid to blame
yearning for affection
receiving affliction
never had the time for you
at times I'd stay and cry
but something had to occupy my time
my mind is fucked can't take much more
punching holes and kicking doors
bullets in had load the 44
yearning for affection
receiving affliction
never had the time for you
This one part desire drives me to terror
This one goes out to you
The one I can never have.
To know me is to love me
but something else has occupied my time
so in darkness you sit, with a knife on your wrist
yearning for affection
receiving aflection
hoping for the best but something else has occupied my time
again in shame, I'm laid to blame
yearning for affection
receiving affliction
never had the time for you
at times I'd stay and cry
but something had to occupy my time
my mind is fucked can't take much more
punching holes and kicking doors
bullets in had load the 44
yearning for affection
receiving affliction
never had the time for you
Sunday, December 26, 2010
All I ever needed was for you to love me.
All I ever needed was for you to hold me,
All i ever wanted was for you to hug me.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
I sit in the 4 walls, blood runs down as I slit my wrists, pain, a sense I feel no more.
I see the otherside, still watching the ground fill with blood.
All I needed was you.
All I ever needed was for you to hold me,
All i ever wanted was for you to hug me.
All I ever wanted was for you to love me,
I sit in the 4 walls, blood runs down as I slit my wrists, pain, a sense I feel no more.
I see the otherside, still watching the ground fill with blood.
All I needed was you.
Princess
by James A Sutton
Endlessly pushing, more and more untill it seems all is about to break
Evrything rushing, no time for yourself, The wonderful person you are
always putting eveyone else ahead, The helping hand that is always there.
Not everyone appreciates your selfless giving, or understands the needs that you have
While everyone is caught up in what can be done for them, pushing untill you can do no more
When you finallay crash, Unappreciated, and feeling alone.
Always remember, your never alone. I want to be that pillar of light
Off in the distace like a lighthouse steering ships to port
The one who you can count on to always be there when your in need, not for myself,
but for you.
To hold you through the night, and wipe away your tears.
To Gently rub your hair while you tell me all your fears,
To help you through your day so your not so overwhelmed,
and laugh and talk and cry together so you know how appriciated you are
At many times in this life, the battles need to be chosen,
You are but 1 person who cannot accept demands from everyone
Some things in life are meant to be done for the self, and the happiness it brings,
Slow down and enjoy while it lasts, it all goes so quickly,
I will be here for you, Forever and always
I Promise to always love you,
And care for you,
and be someone you can escape the hectic world to
so that I can make you happy, and show you how special you really are
and do the things for you that you deserve,
My Love, My Life,
My Princess.
Copyright © 2009
Alone by James A Sutton| Lulu Poetry
Alone by James A Sutton| Lulu Poetry
Alone
by James A Sutton
I feel so alone
without you by my side
I was addicted to seeing you everyday
and now your far away
I yearn for you
and die inside each day
I cannot stand this
Like being ripped away from the only happiness
you are my one
and without you I am empty
and alone.
Copyright © 2009
Friday, December 24, 2010
REM The one I love Chords
REM--The One I Love Chords used (as they come up): Em7 : [0 2 2 0 3 0] Em : [0 2 2 0 0 0] Dsus2 : [X X 0 2 3 0] G : [3 2 0 0 0 3] D : [X X 0 2 3 2] Intro: Em7 Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I’ve left behind G D Am C A simple prop to occupy my time Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I’ve left behind G D Am C Another prop has occupied my time Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire (she’s comin’ down on her own, now) Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire (she’s comin’ down on her own, now) --------------------------------------------------------------------- For each of the; Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire! pieces, play 2 downstokes Em, one down of Dsus2, one down of Em, and then down up down for Em7, before repeating for the second "Fire" --------------------------------------------------------------------- Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I’ve left behind G D Am C Another prop... occupied my time Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire (she’s comin’ down on her own, now) Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire (she’s comin’ down on her own, now) Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I’ve left behind G D Am C Another prop has occupied my time Em Dsus2 Em Em7 This one goes out to the one I love (4X) Em Dsus2 Em Em7 Fire (she’s comin’ down on her own, now)
In The End
Why the pain, why so fast.
Troubles come but never seem to pass
All I can see are the difficulties
all I see is the struggle
Evey need is in your soul
no need to wonder just let go
It all blows away in the end.
Troubles come but never seem to pass
All I can see are the difficulties
all I see is the struggle
Evey need is in your soul
no need to wonder just let go
It all blows away in the end.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Hurts
Im trapped in this life of mine
Created by failures and disappointments
But they say everybody hurts
Just really didn't think I had enought
but just as I cherish the precious joy
still everybody hurts, just some more than others.
If I leave tonight, will I be missed?
constant struggles, cut myself to watch me bleed
maybe I can purify this tainted body
The tainted mind and feelings that I hold inside.
Everybody hurts
Why does it have to hurt like this.
Created by failures and disappointments
But they say everybody hurts
Just really didn't think I had enought
but just as I cherish the precious joy
still everybody hurts, just some more than others.
If I leave tonight, will I be missed?
constant struggles, cut myself to watch me bleed
maybe I can purify this tainted body
The tainted mind and feelings that I hold inside.
Everybody hurts
Why does it have to hurt like this.
This one goes out to the one I love.
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. Fire.
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. Fire.
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
Another prop has occupied my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
SimpleMan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPVDj-wqgP4
C G Am Mama told me, when I was young C G Am Come sit beside me, my only son C G Am And listen closely, to what I say. C And if you do this G Am It will help you some sunny day. C G Am C G Am Take your time... Don't live too fast, C G Am Troubles will come, and they will pass. C G Am Go find a woman, and you'll find love, C And don't forget that, G Am There is someone up above. (Chorus) C G Am And be a simple kind of man. C G Am Be something you love and understand. C G Am Be a simple kind of man. C G Won't you do this for me son, Am If you can? (Alright, its the same three chords throughout the entire song. So, use the same chord pattern from the above verse and chorus throughout the rest of the song.) Forget your lust for the rich man's gold All that you need is in your soul, And you can do this if you try. All that I want for you my son, Is to be satisfied. (Chorus) Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself. Follow you heart and nothing else. And you can do this if you try. All I want for you my son, Is to be satisfied. (Chorus)
This one goes out to the one I love.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7oQEPfe-O8
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. Fire.
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. Fire.
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
Another prop has occupied my time
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
This one goes out to the one I love
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Fire. (she's comin' down on her own, now)
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
i AM JUST A WORTHLESS lIAR, i AM JUST AN IMBICLE.
wHY CAN'T WE NOT BE SOBER, WE CAN'T WE SLEEP FOREVER, i JUST WANT TO START THIS OVER.
Sober.........................................................
No one knows what its like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes.
My love is vengence thats never free
I blame you
My dreams aren't as empty as my concience seems to be.
uhhh to late down goes another nigger.
Still they call me CODEPENDENT SOMEHOW YOU LAYED THE BLAME ON ME.
Still they call me CODEPENDENT sOMEHOW YOU LAYED THE BLAME ON ME
sTRAIGHTEN UP LITTLE SOLDIER
DADDYS WITH YOU IN YOUR PRAYERS
hUSH LITTLE BABY DON'T YOU CRY,EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT STIFFIN UP THAT UPPER LIP lITTLE LADY
I am milk, I am cool, cool as the deep blue oceans.
Id be love and sweetness if I had you.
Sober.........................................................
No one knows what its like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes.
My love is vengence thats never free
I blame you
My dreams aren't as empty as my concience seems to be.
uhhh to late down goes another nigger.
Still they call me CODEPENDENT SOMEHOW YOU LAYED THE BLAME ON ME.
Still they call me CODEPENDENT sOMEHOW YOU LAYED THE BLAME ON ME
sTRAIGHTEN UP LITTLE SOLDIER
DADDYS WITH YOU IN YOUR PRAYERS
hUSH LITTLE BABY DON'T YOU CRY,EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT STIFFIN UP THAT UPPER LIP lITTLE LADY
I am milk, I am cool, cool as the deep blue oceans.
Id be love and sweetness if I had you.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Day Trippin
Emptiness is godliness and god is empty just like me.
take you to the edge of life now tell me what you see
a long narrow road to nowhare
the path to travel
addiction, abuse, mind fucks,
the evil inside, what you give to me.
fuels the fire, lights up desire
a sin unto another, never let to mature.
day 4, I got a bad diesease, the anger you bring me
time to tell me, how long will you hold me
Screaming in torment
Life like a doormat
wiped feet on my soul thats shattered
oxy blues, do you want to wear the shoes
never letting go,
holds on to your soul,
a puppet among men.
take you to the edge of life now tell me what you see
a long narrow road to nowhare
the path to travel
addiction, abuse, mind fucks,
the evil inside, what you give to me.
fuels the fire, lights up desire
a sin unto another, never let to mature.
day 4, I got a bad diesease, the anger you bring me
time to tell me, how long will you hold me
Screaming in torment
Life like a doormat
wiped feet on my soul thats shattered
oxy blues, do you want to wear the shoes
never letting go,
holds on to your soul,
a puppet among men.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Eminem Space Bound, My Theme song right now in life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFbdvUCCcwE
[Verse 1]
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isnt much
But its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
It's lust its torcherous
You must be a socerous cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust dont play games itll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt
Cause I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evil
Spell it backwards ill show ya
Nobody knows me im cold
Walk down this road all alone
Its noones fault but my own
Its the path ive chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mufuckin hos
Bloodsuckin' suckubusses what the fuck is up with this
Ive tried in this department but I aint had no luck with this
Its sucks but its exactly what I thought it would be
Like tryin to start over
I gotta hole in my heart im some kind of emotional roller-coaster
Somethin I wont go on til you toy with my emotion so its over
Its like an explosion everytime I hold ya wasnt jokin when I told ya
Ya take my breathe away
Your a supernova.. and im a
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 2]
I do whatever it takes
When im with you I get the shakes
My body aikes when I aint
With you I have zero strength
Theres no limit on how far I would go
No boundries no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get em its never the same
You want them when they dont want you
Soon as they do feelings change
Its not a contest and I aint on no conquest for no mate
I wasnt lookin but I stumbled onto you mustve been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Lets cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I wont be makin a mistake
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 3]
So after a year and 6 months its no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and im bleedin
I'm tryin to stop you from leavin
You wont even listen so fuck it
I'm tryin to stop you from breathin
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezin
Till I snap ya neck like a popsicle stick
Aint no possible reason I could think of
To let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this:
And I would do anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But its over now
Its too late to save our love
Just promise me youll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cause imma
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And im so lost without you
So lost without you
Without you
Without you
[Verse 1]
We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isnt much
But its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
It's lust its torcherous
You must be a socerous cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust dont play games itll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt
Cause I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evil
Spell it backwards ill show ya
Nobody knows me im cold
Walk down this road all alone
Its noones fault but my own
Its the path ive chosen to go
Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mufuckin hos
Bloodsuckin' suckubusses what the fuck is up with this
Ive tried in this department but I aint had no luck with this
Its sucks but its exactly what I thought it would be
Like tryin to start over
I gotta hole in my heart im some kind of emotional roller-coaster
Somethin I wont go on til you toy with my emotion so its over
Its like an explosion everytime I hold ya wasnt jokin when I told ya
Ya take my breathe away
Your a supernova.. and im a
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 2]
I do whatever it takes
When im with you I get the shakes
My body aikes when I aint
With you I have zero strength
Theres no limit on how far I would go
No boundries no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get em its never the same
You want them when they dont want you
Soon as they do feelings change
Its not a contest and I aint on no conquest for no mate
I wasnt lookin but I stumbled onto you mustve been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take
Lets cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I wont be makin a mistake
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I aim it right at you
Right at you
Right at you
[Verse 3]
So after a year and 6 months its no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and im bleedin
I'm tryin to stop you from leavin
You wont even listen so fuck it
I'm tryin to stop you from breathin
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezin
Till I snap ya neck like a popsicle stick
Aint no possible reason I could think of
To let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this:
And I would do anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But its over now
Its too late to save our love
Just promise me youll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cause imma
[Chorus]
I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's to the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And im so lost without you
So lost without you
Without you
Without you
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Hate
I hate what you did to me
I hate how It feels
I hate that I can't get over you
I hate my heart never heals
I hate the way I treated you
I hate the things I did
I hate that I didn't cuddle more
And sleep with you in bed
I hate how I miss you
Each and every day
And how I can't quit thinking about you
After over a year apart
I hate the way My mind works
It always fucks things up
I hate the way my mind thinks
Never wanting to give up
I wish I could just tell you
Everything you meant to me
But you disregard every attempt
Like I do, you must hate me.
I hate how It feels
I hate that I can't get over you
I hate my heart never heals
I hate the way I treated you
I hate the things I did
I hate that I didn't cuddle more
And sleep with you in bed
I hate how I miss you
Each and every day
And how I can't quit thinking about you
After over a year apart
I hate the way My mind works
It always fucks things up
I hate the way my mind thinks
Never wanting to give up
I wish I could just tell you
Everything you meant to me
But you disregard every attempt
Like I do, you must hate me.
My Gift to you.
There you were, my precious, not long ago.
Hidin' behind the shadows of your broken soul.
Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be this way?
Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.
There you were, my precious, with your broken soul.
Rubbing my crotch elated, taking control.
Why is it always you fuck up something you've always had?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be so cold?
Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.
Here I am, just a man.
Feeling pain, gives me life.
Relieving yours is my plan.
I'd do anything, just to see through your eyes.
Just to see through your eyes. (x8)
Just to see through your...
I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? (x7)
I HATE YOU!
Your throat I take grasp. Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. Can't you feel the pain?
Yes, you feel the pain.
Your heart stops beating. Can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasm. Can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?
Lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain? (x4)
Hidin' behind the shadows of your broken soul.
Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be this way?
Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.
There you were, my precious, with your broken soul.
Rubbing my crotch elated, taking control.
Why is it always you fuck up something you've always had?
Why did you try to tempt me?
How could you be so cold?
Your throat I take grasp.
Then your eyes roll back.
Love racing through my veins.
Your heart stops beating.
Black orgasms.
I kiss your lifeless skin.
Here I am, just a man.
Feeling pain, gives me life.
Relieving yours is my plan.
I'd do anything, just to see through your eyes.
Just to see through your eyes. (x8)
Just to see through your...
I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? (x7)
I HATE YOU!
Your throat I take grasp. Can't you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back. Can't you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins. Can't you feel the pain?
Yes, you feel the pain.
Your heart stops beating. Can't you feel the pain?
Black orgasm. Can't you feel the pain?
I kiss your lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain?
Can't you feel the pain?
Lifeless skin. Can't you feel the pain? (x4)
OXY
Cut the ties , the fire of life grows cold
Take another smell, its all the same to me
Rest in pieces knowing it was me
Burning cold inside, taste me till you die
The love you have for me, will break you till you cry
Twitching legs, cold sweats, mentally fucked
One more smell it all passes, one more taste it all smashes
Life as you know it, never to be the same
Let me introduce myself Oxy is the name.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
The Incident.
How fucked up... Where my TRU Hommies at. Musik to Ride by.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgqffCyLtac
(Master P)
Don't make me call the dogs (use my ghetto code)
Oh we got beef? (Hoody Hoo)
I represent the dirty south
For all my thugs and thugettes out there
To the world
Get rowdy rowdy bout it bout it (Where they at?)
Where the tru thugs at?
4 or 5 hummers Burban Jag for the summer
SS sittin 20's but I ain't no muthafuckin stunter
Grab the gat where they at rat tat tat tat
I represent the 3rd ward
You a rookie, I'm a vet, you the captain, I'm the crunch
You got that dinner, I got the lunch, hit the weed, pass the blunts
Your eyes red, you got the munchies
How you like me now, gold teeth when I smile
Try to take me out the ghetto but I'm still buckwild
(Chorus)
So buckle up nigga, knuckle up nigga
(Hoody Hoo!) That's the code for them killas
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Silkk the Shocker)
One for the money, two for the show
Three for my niggaz, four to go
When I hear hoody hoo it's time to ride
Let nothin slide, let nothin go
If you bout your paper then scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If you don't fuck with them haters scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If you about big thangs then scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If about havin thangs the scream (Hoody Hoo!)
(Master P)
Whoa, hold on lil daddy, watch my feet
I know you gettin rowdy and everything
KL, bring that beat back
(Silkk the Shocker)
Drop the hot shit
So I can cop the new shit, the blue six
Niggaz hatin these days
So guess what, I bulletproofed it
N-O-L-I-M-I to the T nigga
TRU is who we be nigga
Then scream if you with me nigga
(Chorus)
(C-Murder)
Straight from the South, got them golds in my mouth
Converse on my feet
Thug girls bounce dat ass to the beat
We be No Limit niggaz, and we rowdy
We come to the club and get the motherfucker wildin
Fuck, I been to the streets
Rest in peace to my peeps
Stay at home if you weak, gotta hustle just to eat
And the pound put it down, all them girls can't tell
TRU niggaz make mail, all them haters go to hell
Throw 'em up Uptown, all the way to Downtown
You might get clowned, so you better pack a round
TRU niggaz want it all, we gon' ball till we fall
Put my tank on the wall, Hoody Hoo be call, nigga
(Chorus to fade)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWPnDdj2lLo
[Tupac - speaking]
The only way, for me to come back, is by Makaveli
That's it! All these motherfuckers stole from me
I'm takin back what's mine
[slowed down voice]
[laughing] You motherfuckers can't stop me
Even if I die, I'm gon' be a fuckin problem
Do you believe in ghosts, motherfucker?
Real live black... ghosts
Feel me?
[Verse One: 2Pac]
Some say I'm crazy, these punk-ass cops can't fade me
Mama tried to raise me, but had too many babies
Papa was a motherfuckin, joke
Used to find dope in his coat
And nearly choked when he'd tell me not to smoke
Daaamn, don't get me started
My mama smoked so God damn much
when she was pregnant I'm surprised I ain't retarded
At night I can't sleep, count sheep
As they pass through the glass of my neighbors five deep
Starin at the wall, heard a scream
Wake up in the mornin
See the blood in the hall from the murder scene
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
On the corner, where the niggaz slang they crack
And the undercovers jack those that don't watch they back
(Five-OH!) I daydream about the dope world
Take a puff from the blunt and watch the smoke swirl
My mausberg goes BOOM, what's another plug
Snatchin drugs, pumpin slugs in these other thugs
(GIVE IT UP NIGGA) Don't run out of breath
Every step could be death 'til you blast
And be the last nigga left, then I'll be ghost
[Chorus: 2Pac]
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
[Verse Two: 2Pac]
A seven-deuce full of niggaz goes by
Thought I was trippin the second time they rolled, by
Recognized the plates, the faces looked familiar
Everybody swear they know the nigga that's gonna, kill ya
Don't murder me murder me, killa a nigga in his sleep
Let me die as I rest in peace, deep
Back to these niggaz in the seven-deuce
A mac-10 out the window bout to let it loose, what could I do?
Run for cover and return fire
DIE MOTHERFUCKIN DIE, hope yo' ass fry, don't ask why
But I let off everything I have
An empty clip, hit the ground as a nigga dash
On my ass was the motherfuckin cops now
Barely breathin tryin to keep from gettin shot down
BOO-YAOW is the sound, bullet whizzed by
Still runnin like a nigga got nine lives
Don't know why but I'm runnin to my fuckin block
Took a shot, tired of runnin from the niggaz and the cops
Time to be a ghost
(HEY MAN, COME THE FUCK ON!)
And then we'll be ghost
[Chorus]
[Tupac - speaking]
FUCK THE POLICE NIGGA! [laughing]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxFdHb58ZGU
[First Verse (SPM):]
Another deadly ceremony,
In a sacred territory,
It was all done for the glory,
You bitches ain't got nothin' for me
O-G, from the H-I, double L, W, double O, D
Live the life of the lowly,
Movin' white ponies, still puttin' in work for the dead homies,
Show me the way out, stayin' ready for anything under the sun,
Under the moon, under the stars, God I'm lookin' for somewhere to run
Dumpin' my gun, as soon as I'm done,
Leavin' 'em numb, with one in his lung,
Livin' fast and dyin' young, always business never for fun
[Chorus (Marilyn Rylander):]
Tell me what it is
Tell me what you want
For your 3rd Wishhhhhhhh
This is your last wishhhhhhh
Tell me what it is
Tell me what you need
For your 3rd Wishhhhhhh
This is your last wishhhhhhh
[Second Verse (SPM):]
Bussin' our teflon, at the red dawn,
I ain't fuckin' with nothin', get stepped on
The purest, I'm the surest, playin' a tourist walkin' through Saigon,
Been a hustler servin' up big bricks,
And livin' my life to hit licks,
Trip on a G like me and see the beads of banana clips Trick
Stamina cannot be duplicated,
Bite on the dust, you get faded,
So many wannabe criminals up in the game of drug-related
Open up, open up your dopehouses
Turning you men into mouses
Saggin' my burgendy trousers,
Letting you know how the South is
[Chorus]
[Bridge One (Grimm & SPM):]
[phone rings]
[SPM:] "Dopehouse Records"
[Grimm:] "Say man Los, man it ain't go right man, I'ma tell you man, Lil' Drugs
dead man."
[SPM:] "What?"
[Grimm:] "Yeah, he's dead man"
[SPM:] "Fuck"
[Grimm:] "And I got big Jon with me man, he got hit bad on the side, it don't
look good bro, it don't look good, he bleedin' bad. We can't go to the
hospital man, we ain't goin' to the hospital."
[SPM:] "Yeah"
[Grimm:] "We headed straight to the Dopehouse. Call Doc, tell him we need him."
[SPM:] "Alright my nigga, are you sure about Lil' Drugs?"
[Grimm:] "I'm sure man, he's gone baby, he's gone. We gotta get these
muthafuckas."
[SPM:] "Alright, hurry up."
[ends phone conversation, SPM starts talking to himself]
[SPM:] "Okay, this is it, I've wished for money, and I've wished for fame, but
what good is it, if I'm still stuck in this game? So, for my 3rd wish...I
just wish for all this shit to stop. Just please make it stop."
[Third Verse (SPM):]
I'm back once again for revenge,
In an all-black bulletproof Benz,
How will I get 'em? It just depends,
Hook his ass up with all his dead friends,
Here ye, here ye, sincerely,
Why so many haters fear me?
Dearly departed, y'all started some shit, and struck but couldn't come near me
We're the odyssey, young prodigy, runnin' the top notch properties,
Where snitches get shot in they arteries, but gettin' nobody's apologies
Follow me how do we master the first jack?
Since the day I was born I was cursed Black,
H-Town's where I'm doin' my dirt at,
Robbin' you hoes on horseback
[Chorus]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgqffCyLtac
(Master P)
Don't make me call the dogs (use my ghetto code)
Oh we got beef? (Hoody Hoo)
I represent the dirty south
For all my thugs and thugettes out there
To the world
Get rowdy rowdy bout it bout it (Where they at?)
Where the tru thugs at?
4 or 5 hummers Burban Jag for the summer
SS sittin 20's but I ain't no muthafuckin stunter
Grab the gat where they at rat tat tat tat
I represent the 3rd ward
You a rookie, I'm a vet, you the captain, I'm the crunch
You got that dinner, I got the lunch, hit the weed, pass the blunts
Your eyes red, you got the munchies
How you like me now, gold teeth when I smile
Try to take me out the ghetto but I'm still buckwild
(Chorus)
So buckle up nigga, knuckle up nigga
(Hoody Hoo!) That's the code for them killas
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Hoody Hoo!) Buckle up, knuckle up (What you wanna do?)
(Silkk the Shocker)
One for the money, two for the show
Three for my niggaz, four to go
When I hear hoody hoo it's time to ride
Let nothin slide, let nothin go
If you bout your paper then scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If you don't fuck with them haters scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If you about big thangs then scream (Hoody Hoo!)
If about havin thangs the scream (Hoody Hoo!)
(Master P)
Whoa, hold on lil daddy, watch my feet
I know you gettin rowdy and everything
KL, bring that beat back
(Silkk the Shocker)
Drop the hot shit
So I can cop the new shit, the blue six
Niggaz hatin these days
So guess what, I bulletproofed it
N-O-L-I-M-I to the T nigga
TRU is who we be nigga
Then scream if you with me nigga
(Chorus)
(C-Murder)
Straight from the South, got them golds in my mouth
Converse on my feet
Thug girls bounce dat ass to the beat
We be No Limit niggaz, and we rowdy
We come to the club and get the motherfucker wildin
Fuck, I been to the streets
Rest in peace to my peeps
Stay at home if you weak, gotta hustle just to eat
And the pound put it down, all them girls can't tell
TRU niggaz make mail, all them haters go to hell
Throw 'em up Uptown, all the way to Downtown
You might get clowned, so you better pack a round
TRU niggaz want it all, we gon' ball till we fall
Put my tank on the wall, Hoody Hoo be call, nigga
(Chorus to fade)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWPnDdj2lLo
[Tupac - speaking]
The only way, for me to come back, is by Makaveli
That's it! All these motherfuckers stole from me
I'm takin back what's mine
[slowed down voice]
[laughing] You motherfuckers can't stop me
Even if I die, I'm gon' be a fuckin problem
Do you believe in ghosts, motherfucker?
Real live black... ghosts
Feel me?
[Verse One: 2Pac]
Some say I'm crazy, these punk-ass cops can't fade me
Mama tried to raise me, but had too many babies
Papa was a motherfuckin, joke
Used to find dope in his coat
And nearly choked when he'd tell me not to smoke
Daaamn, don't get me started
My mama smoked so God damn much
when she was pregnant I'm surprised I ain't retarded
At night I can't sleep, count sheep
As they pass through the glass of my neighbors five deep
Starin at the wall, heard a scream
Wake up in the mornin
See the blood in the hall from the murder scene
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
On the corner, where the niggaz slang they crack
And the undercovers jack those that don't watch they back
(Five-OH!) I daydream about the dope world
Take a puff from the blunt and watch the smoke swirl
My mausberg goes BOOM, what's another plug
Snatchin drugs, pumpin slugs in these other thugs
(GIVE IT UP NIGGA) Don't run out of breath
Every step could be death 'til you blast
And be the last nigga left, then I'll be ghost
[Chorus: 2Pac]
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
Don't cry, just ask why, and try not to die
As I take you through a ghetto nigga's lullabye
[Verse Two: 2Pac]
A seven-deuce full of niggaz goes by
Thought I was trippin the second time they rolled, by
Recognized the plates, the faces looked familiar
Everybody swear they know the nigga that's gonna, kill ya
Don't murder me murder me, killa a nigga in his sleep
Let me die as I rest in peace, deep
Back to these niggaz in the seven-deuce
A mac-10 out the window bout to let it loose, what could I do?
Run for cover and return fire
DIE MOTHERFUCKIN DIE, hope yo' ass fry, don't ask why
But I let off everything I have
An empty clip, hit the ground as a nigga dash
On my ass was the motherfuckin cops now
Barely breathin tryin to keep from gettin shot down
BOO-YAOW is the sound, bullet whizzed by
Still runnin like a nigga got nine lives
Don't know why but I'm runnin to my fuckin block
Took a shot, tired of runnin from the niggaz and the cops
Time to be a ghost
(HEY MAN, COME THE FUCK ON!)
And then we'll be ghost
[Chorus]
[Tupac - speaking]
FUCK THE POLICE NIGGA! [laughing]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxFdHb58ZGU
[First Verse (SPM):]
Another deadly ceremony,
In a sacred territory,
It was all done for the glory,
You bitches ain't got nothin' for me
O-G, from the H-I, double L, W, double O, D
Live the life of the lowly,
Movin' white ponies, still puttin' in work for the dead homies,
Show me the way out, stayin' ready for anything under the sun,
Under the moon, under the stars, God I'm lookin' for somewhere to run
Dumpin' my gun, as soon as I'm done,
Leavin' 'em numb, with one in his lung,
Livin' fast and dyin' young, always business never for fun
[Chorus (Marilyn Rylander):]
Tell me what it is
Tell me what you want
For your 3rd Wishhhhhhhh
This is your last wishhhhhhh
Tell me what it is
Tell me what you need
For your 3rd Wishhhhhhh
This is your last wishhhhhhh
[Second Verse (SPM):]
Bussin' our teflon, at the red dawn,
I ain't fuckin' with nothin', get stepped on
The purest, I'm the surest, playin' a tourist walkin' through Saigon,
Been a hustler servin' up big bricks,
And livin' my life to hit licks,
Trip on a G like me and see the beads of banana clips Trick
Stamina cannot be duplicated,
Bite on the dust, you get faded,
So many wannabe criminals up in the game of drug-related
Open up, open up your dopehouses
Turning you men into mouses
Saggin' my burgendy trousers,
Letting you know how the South is
[Chorus]
[Bridge One (Grimm & SPM):]
[phone rings]
[SPM:] "Dopehouse Records"
[Grimm:] "Say man Los, man it ain't go right man, I'ma tell you man, Lil' Drugs
dead man."
[SPM:] "What?"
[Grimm:] "Yeah, he's dead man"
[SPM:] "Fuck"
[Grimm:] "And I got big Jon with me man, he got hit bad on the side, it don't
look good bro, it don't look good, he bleedin' bad. We can't go to the
hospital man, we ain't goin' to the hospital."
[SPM:] "Yeah"
[Grimm:] "We headed straight to the Dopehouse. Call Doc, tell him we need him."
[SPM:] "Alright my nigga, are you sure about Lil' Drugs?"
[Grimm:] "I'm sure man, he's gone baby, he's gone. We gotta get these
muthafuckas."
[SPM:] "Alright, hurry up."
[ends phone conversation, SPM starts talking to himself]
[SPM:] "Okay, this is it, I've wished for money, and I've wished for fame, but
what good is it, if I'm still stuck in this game? So, for my 3rd wish...I
just wish for all this shit to stop. Just please make it stop."
[Third Verse (SPM):]
I'm back once again for revenge,
In an all-black bulletproof Benz,
How will I get 'em? It just depends,
Hook his ass up with all his dead friends,
Here ye, here ye, sincerely,
Why so many haters fear me?
Dearly departed, y'all started some shit, and struck but couldn't come near me
We're the odyssey, young prodigy, runnin' the top notch properties,
Where snitches get shot in they arteries, but gettin' nobody's apologies
Follow me how do we master the first jack?
Since the day I was born I was cursed Black,
H-Town's where I'm doin' my dirt at,
Robbin' you hoes on horseback
[Chorus]
Thursday, April 22, 2010
By The Way
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7uHHqrFJj4
A note by the door
Simply explains, It's all that remains
It's no wonder why I have not slept in days.
Dust on the floor
Piled up from the years, all those scars + souvenirs
Now that you're gone it's easy to see
But so hard to believe
By the way, you left without saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away, all I can think about is
You and me, you and me
It's not like before, you've left nothing here.
It's all disappeared
It hurts me to see that we've been a lie.
Would it have hurt you to try?
By the way, you left without saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away, all I can think about is
You and me, you and me
It's sad to say that this pain
Is killing me inside
But it's sad to say that this pain
Is keeping me alive
Twisting and turning it rips
Through my heart.
It's been tearing me apart
By the way, you left without
Saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away,
All I can think about is
You and me, you and me
All I can think about is you and
Me, you and me
All I can think about is you and me, you and me
A note by the door
Simply explains, It's all that remains
It's no wonder why I have not slept in days.
Dust on the floor
Piled up from the years, all those scars + souvenirs
Now that you're gone it's easy to see
But so hard to believe
By the way, you left without saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away, all I can think about is
You and me, you and me
It's not like before, you've left nothing here.
It's all disappeared
It hurts me to see that we've been a lie.
Would it have hurt you to try?
By the way, you left without saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away, all I can think about is
You and me, you and me
It's sad to say that this pain
Is killing me inside
But it's sad to say that this pain
Is keeping me alive
Twisting and turning it rips
Through my heart.
It's been tearing me apart
By the way, you left without
Saying goodbye to me.
Now that you're gone away,
All I can think about is
You and me, you and me
All I can think about is you and
Me, you and me
All I can think about is you and me, you and me
All or nothing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRz8A8PJWXM&feature=related
When I first saw you standing there,
You know, was a little hard not to stare.
So nervous when I drove you home,
I know, being apart's a little hard to bear.
Sent some flowers to your work, in hopes
That I'd have you in my arms again.
We kissed that night before I left, still
Now it was something I could never forget.
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
Let's take a chance, go far away, today
And never look back again. Since I
Said I loved you in Las vegas. It's
Never been the same since then.
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
This is it, nothing to hide, one more
Kiss, never say goodbye. This is it, baby you're all mine.
Looking at all or nothing, babe it's you and I,
I know that I'm good for something so let's
Go and give it a try. Got our backs
Against the ocean, it's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
Babe, it's you and I
When I first saw you standing there,
You know, was a little hard not to stare.
So nervous when I drove you home,
I know, being apart's a little hard to bear.
Sent some flowers to your work, in hopes
That I'd have you in my arms again.
We kissed that night before I left, still
Now it was something I could never forget.
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
Let's take a chance, go far away, today
And never look back again. Since I
Said I loved you in Las vegas. It's
Never been the same since then.
You've got all that I need
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
This is it, nothing to hide, one more
Kiss, never say goodbye. This is it, baby you're all mine.
Looking at all or nothing, babe it's you and I,
I know that I'm good for something so let's
Go and give it a try. Got our backs
Against the ocean, it's just us against the world
Looking at all or nothing
Babe it's you and I, with you I know that
I'm good for something so let's go and give it
A try. We've got our backs against the ocean,
It's just us against the world. Looking at
ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I. Looking
At ALL or nothing, babe it's you and I.
Babe, it's you and I
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
So...
I believe in astrology enough to help people by reading charts and interpreting them. All except my own. I don't head the warnings, I knew it was real but I just brushed it off as "I read it wrong) Just cause I wanted the outcome to be different. well,, Its ALWAYS right and true no matter how much you want it to be different. So as I charted my move to Waterloo Iowa I did a progressed chart and a transit chart for the event (move date). Well it said alot, some good some bad, but the one thing I brushed off as I read it wrong has haunted me everyday of my life since that decision point in the vast reality of Consciousness, these 10 words, "IT WILL BE THE WORST DECISION YOU WILL EVER MAKE."
I should have listened.
I should have listened.
AURA COLOR MEANINGS
RED AURA COLOR: Relates to the physical body, hart or circulation. The densest color, it creates the most friction. Friction attracts or repels; money worries or obsessions; anger or unforgiveness; anxiety or nervousness
Deep Red: Grounded, realistic, active, strong will-power, survival-oriented.
Muddied red: Anger (repelling)
Clear red: Powerful, energetic, competitive, sexual, passionate
Pink-bright and light: Loving, tender, sensitive, sensual, artistic, affection, purity, compassion; new or revieved romantic relationship. Can indicate clairaudience.
Dark and murky pink: Immature and/or dishonest nature
Orange Red: Confidence, creative power
In a good, bright and pure state, red energy can serve as a healthy ego.
ORANGE AURA COLOR: Relates to reproductive organs and emotions. The color of vitality, vigor, good health and excitement. Lots of energy and stamina, creative, productive, adventurous, courageous, outgoing social nature; currently experiencing stress related to apetites and addictions;
Orange-Yellow: Creative, intelligent, detail oriented, perfectionist, scientific.
YELLOW AURA COLOR: Relates to the spleen and life energy. It is the color of awakening, inspiration, intelligence and action shared, creative, playful, optimistic, easy-going.
Light or pale yellow: Emerging psychic and spiritual awareness; optimism and hopefulness; positive excitement about new ideas.
Bright lemon-yellow: Struggling to maintain power and control in a personal or business relationship; fear of losing control, prestige, respect, and/or power.
Clear gold metallic, shiny and bright: Spiritual energy and power activated and awakened; an inspired person.
Dark brownish yellow or gold: A student, or one who is straining at studying; overly analitical to the point of feeling fatigued or stressed; trying to make up for "lost time" by learning everything all at once.
GREEN AURA COLOR: Relates to heart and lungs. It is a very comfortable, healthy color of nature. When seen in the aura this usually represents growth and balance, and most of all, something that leads to change. Love of people, animals, nature; teacher; social
Bright emerald green: A healer, also a love-centered person
Yellow-Green: Creative with heart, communicative
Dark or muddy forest green: Jealousy, resentment, feeling like a victim of the world; blaming self or others; insecurity and low self-esteem; lack of understanding personal responsibility; sensitive to perceived criticism
Turquoise: Relates to the immune system. Sensitive, compassionate, healer, therapist.
BLU AURA COLOR: Relates to the throat, thyroid. Cool, calm, and collected. Caring, loving, love to help others, sensitive, intuitive.
Soft blue: Peacefulness, clarity and communication; truthful; intuitive
Bright royal blue: Clairvoyant; highly spiritual nature; generous; on the right path; new opportunities are coming
Dark or muddy blue: Fear of the future; fear of self-expression; fear of facing or speaking the truth
INDIGO AURA COLOR: Relates to the third eye, visual and pituitary gland. Intuitive, sensitive, deep feeling.
VIOLET AURA COLOR: Relates to crown, pineal gland and nervous system. The most sensitive and wisest of colors. This is the intuitive color in the aura, and reveals psychic power of attunement with self. Intuitive, visionary, futuristic, idealistic, artistic, magical.
LAVENDER AURA COLOR: Imagination, visionary, daydreamer, etheric.
SILVER AURA COLOR: This is the color of abundance, both spiritual and physical. Lots of bright silver can reflect to plenty of money, and/or awakening of the cosmic mind.
Bright metallic silver: Receptive to new ideas; intuitive; nurturing
Dark and muddy gray: Residue of fear is accumulating in the body, with a potential for health problems, especially if gray clusters seen in specific areas of the body
GOLD AURA COLOR: The color of enlightenment and divine protection. When seen within the aura, it says that the person is being guided by their highest good. It is divine guidance. Protection, wisdom, inner knowledge, spiritual mind, intuitive thinker.
BLACK AURA COLOR: Draws or pulls energy to it and in so doing, transforms it. It captures light and consumes it. Usually indicates long-term unforgiveness (toward others or another) collected in a specific area of the body, which can lead to health problems; also, entitities within a person's aura, chakras, or body; past life hurts; unreleased grief from abortions if it appears in the ovaries
WHITE AURA COLOR: Reflects other energy. A pure state of light. Often represents a new, not yet designated energy in the aura. Spiritual, etheric and non-physical qualities, transcendent, higher dimensions. Purity and truth; angelic qualities.
White sparkles or flashes of white light: angels are nearby; can indicate that the person is pregnant or will be soon
EARTH AURA COLORS: Soil, wood, mineral, plant. These colors display a love of the Earth, of being grounded and is seen in those who live and work on the outdoors....construction, farming, etc. These colors are important and are a good sign.
RAINBOWS: Rainbow-colored stripes, sticking out like sunbeams from the hand, head or body: A Reiki healer, or a starperson (someone who is in the first incarnation on Earth)
PASTELS: A sensitive blend of light and color, more so than basic colors. Shows sensitivity and a need for serenity.
DIRTY BROWN OVERLAY: Holding on to energies. Insecurity.
DIRTY GRAY OVERLY: Blocking energies. Guardedness.
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