Got up and screamed fuck the world

Feeling odd need to go take my meds.  Cant seem to stay awake during the down swings.  Going to see my little Hommie tomorrow I should be happy.  I have a little anxiety but all will be well.  Depressed today, need it to be summer and warm again,  Winter Sucks.  I'm going to see if Kerri will let me use her car.  I need to get out and clear thoughts to 2PAC.  I am Cramped and loosing air.  I need to get outside.  Maybe walking is better like I did in Mt. P, who knows.  Blunt to the head, maybe take the gun out to target shoot.

Peace,
The Mentor
Sutdog 69
-4- Whoresmen.